Umpteen times

I’ve just come out of hospital for the umpteenth time. It is so painful to be ill and so painful to fight to be better. I let go of God and couldn’t think of Him, but my Father has not let go of me. I cannot read my Bible or pray much, but God is leading me to greater things and higher ground. I don’t know what that is, but I trust my guide implicitly and He will provide everything.

At the moment, I am doing whatever I like and setting up my home the way I want it to be. I have funds, which I have never had before. I have lost my husband, my whole family and everything familiar and I am scared out of my wits. I have to learn to relax and trust the good judgment that God has given me.

“Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up. You will increase my honor and comfort me once more.”

Psalm 71: 20-21

The Lord of all will always bring His children through the darkest and most rigorous of trials. He is able to do that because of who He is. I trust Him enough to not have to constantly think of Him, Bible verses or hymns. I will walk confidently with the Lord my God to whom all glory belongs. 

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